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.·:*¨¨* :·. Amanda Rose.·:*¨¨* :·.
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[Wednesday
November 2nd, 2005
6:41pm] |
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THIS IS MY LAST POST
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[Sunday
October 16th, 2005
12:53pm] |
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wow its been a while since Iv'e actualey updated this thing.. well I met alot more people at school there sll really cool.. I got a car!!! I love it not alot has been going on I have a job that I hate lol.. I really miss Sterling Heights I want to move back soo bad even tho I met alot of people here dong get me wrong I love them all but I really do miss my home I just want to go home and be with everyone again =/ no boyfriend I hate all guys but Im still in love and will always be in love with Jake.. ahh!! yes hes still on my mind I know its stupid of me but I cant change the way I feel about him. Im tired of gay ass guys who think they can just use girls and get away with it those guys really need to get there head out of thir ass!!!
thats all i can really update on..
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[Wednesday
September 14th, 2005
8:30pm] |
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not much happenieng...
I had a job interview on Monday and I have another one at the same place this Monday so Im real happy about that cuz that means I get my car faster =D
I like my new school its just realy hard cuz I dont knwo that many people so some days I just dont feel like myself but its normal I guess..
I love all my new friends I met there kick ass
okay I have a little crush on this guys but I NEVER talk to him =X lol
what to do
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[Monday
September 5th, 2005
4:00pm] |
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went up North for the weekend came home got some school shopping done.. and now im home yay =)
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[Monday
August 29th, 2005
9:12pm] |
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TODAY WAS MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL..!!!! =O
I drove to school my FIRST time I was excited lol... I met some people but not alot cuz it was my first day and all.. Tomorrow is a whole day Im alittle excited =)
so after school John calls me and i met him at Down Town Plymouth for like the first time in 5 WEEKS!!
I missed him alot! we hung out till seven it was fun then we went to his friend Zacks house we had suuum fun
CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!! =D
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[Sunday
August 28th, 2005
12:48am] |
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soo this is the last week of summer and its been a good summer.. I met Jerry and I met some of his friends .. Madson,Kimee,Jared and Charlie they took me out for my b-day it was sooo much fun =D..
I been hanging out with them alot cuz there sum cool people hehe.. I went to the Canton football game.. it was ummmmmmmm intresting? haha no no I had fun but we left early to go to Jerrys hous and played sum Mario God do I love that game
JOHN IS COMEING HOME TOMORROW YAY!! IM SOO EXCITED 5 WEKKS WITHOUT HIM !!! =0
I KNOW CRAZY!!!
MONDAY=WAKEN UP EARLY FOR SCHOOL!!
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[Thursday
August 25th, 2005
9:45am] |
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!*~ TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
Jerry,Madason and Charlie are all gunna take me out to Applebees to celebrate... <33!!
THANX GUYS =)
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| Josh T is my anti-drug" |
[Sunday
August 21st, 2005
4:29pm] |
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1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written!!!
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| i hate haveing a broken arm |
[Saturday
August 20th, 2005
4:56pm] |
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so yesterday i went to my ggs house with kayla her mom my mom and jessica my cousion the one who did all ouir hair.. i got it cut and i had some blonde highlights in it i like it.... so then this morning i woke up my gg come over and gave me my birthday cards cuz my biethday is the 25th ill be 17 WoOp WoOp!! and yeah i threwup to cuz i havent aten ne thing in the past two days
monday my cast comes on booooooo
kayla is on her way over shes spending the night girls nighy baby!!! well be good..hehe
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[Friday
August 19th, 2005
2:27pm] |
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so i just got off the phone with my doctor and he said that it is broken...damn im in alot of pain =(
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[Friday
August 19th, 2005
11:15am] |
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so yesterday i hung out with jerry and brian we rented some movies then we went sk8ting.... at first i was doing fine they were teaching me some stuff so then i wanted to go to discovery middle school to sk8 there so we went and i fell right on my arm and i was at the hospital all night im in liker a cast and they think i broke it or fractured it..
im typing with one arm so im done typing..... i just hope its not broken
TOLD U JERRY THAT I BROKE IT LOL u dork
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[Wednesday
August 17th, 2005
5:39pm] |
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guys come and go but your friends stay with you forever...
since I moved out here I felt like a BIG part of me had been gone.. I miss my bestfriends like WHOAA
Sallie,Kayla,Ray Ray.. this may seem cheesey but Idc lol even since I moved out here you guys have been in contact with me and been calling me iming me and some people who I THOUGHT were my friends dont do that I call u three my BESTEST FRIENDS.. I love you guys sooo much you have no ideal where would I be without u three? Salle and Kayla since I moved out here you guys came over and spent the night like Kayla that ment SOOOO much to me I didnt know ne one out here and u came and spent the night and made me feel comfterable and I enjoyed your company =) Salle you to have spent the night and we went to Torch Lake togather you didnt have to do that but you did and I was SOOO happy to that you came u made it more fun for me since last time I went there.. and Ray Ray you alawys have my back for ne thing and your the only personwho can make me laugh so hard that I got to piss myself.. lol
sorry guys but I been thinking about you three since I moved here and how much I miss you guys =(
and I wont see you that much ne more now that schools starting ... I can never find three awsoome friends like you guys
sorry im getinng all sappy .lol
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[Sunday
August 14th, 2005
8:13pm] |
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I cant ever sleep at night I go to bed at three or later and then dont wake up till one... but ne ways I woke up at one and then I did nuthing realy I made my mom dinner today it was easy lol... so then out of the blue my mom came inside said I had a phone call that it was John from Europe I was like WOOAAA!!! I got on the phone and it was JOhn OMG that made my day I had a smile on my face 24/7 =) but I cold only talk to him for maybe 5 minites cuz he had a calling card and it didnt have much time on it booooooo I was mad cuz I realy wanted to talk to him for a whole ....
Im in love what more can I say?!?!?!
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[Friday
August 12th, 2005
7:00pm] |
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I suck at updateing this thing
I got three shots yesterday and all night and all day today I been sick and yeah I hate this
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[Monday
August 8th, 2005
7:07pm] |
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SO my cousion Jessica spent the night last night =) so stayed up till like 3 just hanging out and talken cuz I havent seen her since i moved out here and were realy close so I been missen her alot... we woke up this morning at 1 and got ready to go to the mall ... John WAS suspose to call me today at two but he never called me that stinks I realy wanted to talk to him he better have a good excuse...lol So we get to the mall shoped for maybe 3-4 hours ? and then we left as we were leaving we got lost!!! I mean we were in Farmington<sp? yeah so it took us another house to get home and so that suck but geanous us we found our way home =) so came home ate and then Im sitting home now bored so I think Ill hang out with Sean or see what hes up to cuz he had to wake up today at six ha that sucks hehe
!!!!~*~*~*~I love the way you speek to me *~*~*~!!!!
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[Saturday
August 6th, 2005
6:57pm] |
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ummmm so yea Im suspose to go to Torch Lake again next weekend but I realy dont wanna go back up so maybe I could have the house to myself for the weekend!!! sweet Id have fun with that and leaveing me the car =) but yeah neee wayzz my cousion spent the week with me perty fun even tho shes eleven still fun .. haha.. and yeah Im just gay and boring but Im realy bored right now so I thought Id update on nuthing.. well im gunna go fuck..
umm oh yeah my sexy boyfriends is hawter then u =)
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[Wednesday
August 3rd, 2005
8:40pm] |
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okay so me and John are back togather we thought hey even tho hes like around the world and like eachother WAYY to much to take a stupid break like this so we are back togather =) but yeah this summer sucks ass I think .....I dont do ne thing realy and John is in Europe ughhhhh so yeah I hate this summer it can kiss my ass... but umm yeah becides that I m suspose to go up to Torch Lake again with Kaite she wants me to go up there an Im suspose to go up North with my love Sallie but my mom cant drive me out there which sucks cuz I REALY wanna go cuz I havent seen her in like 903458903458093 days lol..... Im not to sure if I wanan go back up to Torch Lake it was fun cuz it was the Holiday so there was alot of people there so theres probely not going ot be alot of people there this time but idk well see..
update lata....
John baby I miss u .. are u going to have black hair next time I see u.. lmfao
I love u
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[Tuesday
August 2nd, 2005
3:20pm] |
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Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?"
LC
You are LC, very fashionable, rich, and GORGEOUS. You are bitchy but in a silent way. Who cares though with looks like that!?
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[Monday
August 1st, 2005
12:09am] |
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okay my weekend...I left Friday at seven to go to my dads house and then I went back to his house then we waited for Linda to come over so we could leave to go up North yeah but it was fun I guess.Our hotel room sucked ass we had spiders everywhere outside of our door .. then NO hot water so us three girls are all bitching cuz the fucken room sucks and we hated it so my Dad is jsut sitting there listening to us bitch.. but neee ways so then we just went to Birch Run then we shoped for a while .. okay so like my BEST guy friend Sean I swear if ne girl ever hert him or broke his heart I will kick there ass hes such an down to earth guy that is sucha sweetheart.. Im happy that were so close with our friendship :) he helped Mark (moms bf) do our roof Saturday and today so when I came home I saw Sean on my roof it was perty funny so I get into the shower when I come out hes gone but I got online and he came over again and my cousion Katie is over for the week so we all just hung out it was fun
John and I are getting better day by day it was better off that were not togather now cuz hes in BFE and Im here without him :/ yes it sucks but when he comes back well hang out and talk about out realationship and see where it is going
Im a reatard :)
but I <33 John
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[Tuesday
July 26th, 2005
9:46pm] |
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Do u ever feel like everyone is judgeing you by your decisions or the choices that you make?
Or mybe do u feel like u cant make ne one happy of your decisions? ... I realy hate life right now I hate my decisions
that I made in the past and now in the feature.. I dont know what/who I want ne more Im alawsy worried and confused of things Im tired of it sometimes I wish I could go back home :( but I guess this is my new home and I have to deal with it for now.I miss u alot some times Ill just sit here and think of u and how funny you are and Ill smile about it and laugh.. lol maybe me saying sorry to u and telling u what happened wont help and maybe you are done with me and dont want to deal with me ne more I dont know.And when I listen or look at Blink 182 I think of u and say you look like Tom.. lol but you relay do look like him :) I cant tell u how much I relay do miss you and want u hear with me .. if I could just talk to you maybe things will be okay? lets just say Im stupid and I make mistakes we all do
I miss your backrubs :/
fuck fuck fuck
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